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Jan. 6th, 2013

[A meeting; nervously playing with lighter.]

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manipemotions
Jan. 7th, 2013 04:07 am (UTC)
[James stops just inside the door as it closes behind him and... looks at the man waiting for him. Trying to see the big brother he'd last seen when he was sixteen and heard from sparingly in emails since. Possibly even more trying to reconcile him with the stories he's been told his entire life about Victor's supposed mental imbalance.]

So... not crazy, then. That's news.
mightcareless
Jan. 7th, 2013 04:19 am (UTC)
[The man looks a little more worn around the edges than the slightly crisper young man from five years ago. But the green eyes are the same and the quiet look not all too different. He quietly gets up from the chair and puts his lighter away and walks over.]

No. I wouldn't say sane, but not crazy. [Hand shake? Hug? Victor isn't sure. He offers the hand though.] You okay, Jami- James?

[In the back of his head, he's called James 'Jamie' for years. Habit to break now.]
manipemotions
Jan. 7th, 2013 04:34 am (UTC)
[He wouldn't have minded the Jamie from a friend, but he's not sure he actually has any of those. Not really. And from Victor, from his brother... he's not at all sure what he wants, if he wants anything at all. It probably won't be real, whatever it is. He takes Victor's hand anyway, though, in a quick, firm grip.]

I'm brilliant. What's not to be thrilled about? [After all, he's apparently been manipulating everyone around him his entire life, and now he's caused a riot. Bitter? Just a little.]
mightcareless
Jan. 7th, 2013 04:49 am (UTC)
[The hand shake is returned as he tries to consider what's going through his younger brother's mind. He was considering about breaking his promise to his mother to see James graduate but. Well. That would be the last thing on anyone's mind right now. Or the first thing.]

And here I thought sarcasm was from nurturing and not nature. [There's a slight smile before he gestures James to sit down.] There's coffee and soft drinks on the table. [Victor already got a mug of something steaming hot for himself.] So, what have they told you?
manipemotions
Jan. 7th, 2013 05:14 am (UTC)
[He snorts quietly, amused despite himself, then recovers himself and stalks across to the table where he drops into a seat. His posture is deliberately horrible, the kind of thing that would drive his Mum mad. He grabs a can of soda, but it's just to have something to do with his hands and he doesn't bother to open it.]

That I'm some kind of freak. That you're some kind of freak too. That... that I'm somehow making everyone around me feel how I want them to. [It's more complicated than that, of course, and they've mostly been very understanding and gentle about trying to explain it, but that's what he's taken from it all so far.] So, you know, if you walk out the room and can't figure why you could stand me while you were here, that'd be it I imagine. [Though the odds right now are anyone susceptible wanting to punch him and not understanding why, given that what he's projecting is anger and confusion.]

[ooc: poke me if any of that's not right/you need edits, btw. At any time.]


Edited at 2013-01-07 05:28 am (UTC)
mightcareless
Jan. 7th, 2013 01:24 pm (UTC)
[From what he recalls, their father had something of a sarcastic streak. But he had been eight years old and played too much with watercolors for his father's taste. But that had been... well, James' lifetime ago. He studies the young man now, seeing some of the rebellion that Victor never got to had. Absolutely alien. He sips his coffee.]

Meta human, or mutant. Whatever bullshit label they like calling us. They prefer meta human because of various types of... freaks. [They hadn't been able to answer the question so easily when he was younger. It was easier now.] So empathy and accidental men-

[He pauses, frowns.] James, absolutely not. I've no desire to punch you and not all that keen on someone trying to egg me on to do it. Had enough of that... if anything I just want you to relax. Harder the hell, I know, but that's why they called me.

(ooc: You are doing wonderfully. <3)
manipemotions
Jan. 7th, 2013 09:30 pm (UTC)
[James glares sullenly at him, still spinning the soda can restlessly between his hands.]

Well I've quite a desire to punch you, so from what they've said so far it probably won't take long. [Which... is probably not fair, but he doesn't really care just now.]
mightcareless
Jan. 7th, 2013 09:46 pm (UTC)
[The older man stares evenly at James, the mild interest cooling to something a touch more his usual self.]

Well, you wouldn't be the only one in this department with that desire. And it won't. [He blows the steam off and sips his coffee.] I've spent all your life reigning in control, an untrained empath won't do me in. Few emotionally based things do.
manipemotions
Jan. 7th, 2013 10:01 pm (UTC)
All my life! [He drops the soda on the table and lurches back to his feet.] You've been learning to control this my entire life, didn't it ever fucking occur to anyone to check you weren't the only freak? [Emotional control? Nope. At the best of times he's not particularly controlled, and he has precisely none just now.] How long have I been doing this to everyone?
mightcareless
Jan. 7th, 2013 11:08 pm (UTC)
[There's a quiet sigh as he watches the young man get to his feet.] I assure you, it wasn't fun and games. Never fun and games and obviously they didn't check hard enough. I manifested when I was seven and I'm afraid the manifestation was much more obvious. [He gives a simple shrug, his quietness is learned. He understands the anger that's going on.] I don't know, James. Perhaps since you were nine?
manipemotions
Jan. 7th, 2013 11:36 pm (UTC)
Brilliant. That's... really brilliant, isn't it? [He's possibly manipulated every single human interaction he's had since he was nine. He's really not sure what to do with that.] And being... this is so unbearably horrific that it was better to tell everyone you're a nutter and locked away than to have anything to do with you all these years. [Which... pisses him off all on its own, because he could have maybe had a brother all this time, and is horrifying in what it must mean for him now.]
mightcareless
Jan. 8th, 2013 12:43 am (UTC)
James. [There is a quiet sigh, his hand scrubbing his face.] It's not horrific, it's... you know how Mum and Dad are. You know them better than I do. Do you think they wanted you feel like someone would snatch you up at night, taking you away if you did something wrong? I was making people ill and even they didn't know half the story. They still don't. When they collected me up, this whole mutant thing is new, they didn't know what they were doing.
manipemotions
Jan. 8th, 2013 01:24 am (UTC)
What about when you came home? For my sixteenth? You didn't make anyone ill then. [Don't mind him, Victor. He's led a disgustingly charmed life and it's all about him.]
mightcareless
Jan. 8th, 2013 02:18 am (UTC)
No. By then I learned some measure of control and we had no idea you had powers. [He knows, and some ways he contributed to it. He's no better than their parents at this moment.] We all wanted a normal life or you.
manipemotions
Jan. 8th, 2013 02:35 am (UTC)
Why couldn't you have been cured, then? Why did you still have to be a dangerous crackpot? [Apparently latching onto this is easier than dealing with his own issues at the moment.]
mightcareless
Jan. 8th, 2013 03:37 am (UTC)
If I was cured, why wouldn't I come home after being so gone for so long? [He crosses his arms.] Perhaps the lie was just as much as for them as it was for you.
manipemotions
Jan. 8th, 2013 04:00 am (UTC)
[And... he doesn't actually have an answer for that. Which is just that much more frustrating, and he drops back into his seat with a huff.] I still have that bloody computer, you know. They tried to take it away.
mightcareless
Jan. 9th, 2013 12:51 am (UTC)
[And that shocks him. Shocks him enough that he doesn't even attempt to disguise the sunrise.] You do? It's... old now, isn't it?
manipemotions
Jan. 9th, 2013 02:29 am (UTC)
[James gives him a look that couldn't possibly do a better job of conveying 'duh', while still managing to be somehow defensive.] Six years isn't that old, really. It's just a backup now.
mightcareless
Jan. 9th, 2013 11:30 pm (UTC)
No. I'm... I'm touched, honestly.

[He spans his hands before shrugging.] And it's not bad for a back up now. It was cutting edge when I bought it.
manipemotions
Jan. 9th, 2013 11:33 pm (UTC)
[He snorts.] It kicked ass when you bought it. I guess I probably made them not take it away, somehow. But they did make me not tell anyone where I got it.
mightcareless
Jan. 9th, 2013 11:51 pm (UTC)
Might be the case. We're... well. [He smiles, tried and unsure.] I promise it was by honest means. They pay us well here.

And I wanted to point out they didn't come for you to recruit you if don't want it. The Agency's... not like that. [Pauses.] Or nothing what they used to be.
manipemotions
Jan. 10th, 2013 12:42 am (UTC)
[That doesn't make it hard to figure out that Victor likely wasn't given a choice. But then, he supposed ten year olds don't generally get much of a choice in anything.] And what do I do if I say no? [Shrugs.] I can't very well go back to before, can I? I don't even know how not to do... whatever it is I'm doing. [And the idea of potentially finding out just how much of his life is an artificial construct makes him feel vaguely sick.]
mightcareless
Jan. 10th, 2013 01:20 am (UTC)
To letting them help you? Well, as you said, it would be extremely difficult to figure out your footing. What triggers you might be setting off. Biological, telepathic, perhaps both? [And Victor's spent his entire existence trying to avoid what James is facing. While that's changed in the recent month, it took a half a decade to trust the man he's with.] Did they say where they'd like to send you?
manipemotions
Jan. 10th, 2013 02:38 am (UTC)
They didn't say. They wanted me to speak with you first. [And he maybe hadn't been the most cooperative to deal with for a while there. The bad temper from earlier's fading, and he looks more tired and confused than anything now.] ... can't I go wherever you are?
mightcareless
Jan. 10th, 2013 10:24 pm (UTC)
Good. Good. They're giving you curtsey, then. [And suddenly he doesn't feel so bad about defending the Agency to others, particularly to Aubrey or Jac.] I'm no longer in England, James. I suppose the accent - [Not the fake Posh he's glossed over for years but the soft blend of Estuary and Middle American.] - might be clue to that.
manipemotions
Jan. 10th, 2013 10:50 pm (UTC)
Courtesy enough, I suppose. [He hadn't really been given the option of leaving, after all, though from what Victor's just said maybe he will be now that they've spoken. But he's been treated well enough beyond that. As for what following Victor might entail-] Yeah, the accent gives you away well enough. [James' own accent is mostly the result of years of posh boarding schools, though it slips back when he's home on holidays.] Does that mean I can't, then? Must I stay here? [He has no idea how these things work. If he's possibly some kind of national asset to be held onto, or perhaps an international disaster waiting to be happen, who won't be welcome anywhere but home.]
mightcareless
Jan. 12th, 2013 12:39 am (UTC)
[Well, of course not. He knows they wouldn't let James out there after the incident. Or give him the option if such a thing was there.] Don't worry, I pose well enough back in the States.

Well. I thought you might want to stay home. You're welcome and I would believe the Agency would prefer you go with me. I'd probably be the best to keep an eye out on you and neutralize your powers on a level. And of course, family. Even if we don't know each other very well.
manipemotions
Jan. 12th, 2013 01:36 am (UTC)
Oh. [He actually wasn't expecting that answer, and it sets him aback for a second. He thought he'd have to argue for it, and now he's quiet as he readjusts.]

Home. Right. Where I've been manipulating everyone around me for probably half my life. Staying sounds brilliant.
mightcareless
Jan. 12th, 2013 02:28 am (UTC)
[Victor sighs for a moment, knowing that came out of the blue.] I don't think you'll be able to live with me right away. But it is an option and I know the director of the Agency. I know how she thinks.

But you know the lay of the land, the culture, the things that made it your home. It's a transition after an already hard enough transition.
manipemotions
Jan. 12th, 2013 03:41 am (UTC)
If you want me to stay here you can just say it, you can just say it. [Which isn't fair, and he'd realize it if he was being rational. But he's not. His life has been completely upended and for whatever reason he's latched onto Victor as a potential point of stability and right now it feels like he's being rejected.]
mightcareless
Jan. 12th, 2013 04:01 am (UTC)
James. [His tone is calm and even.] I want you to stay if you can. I'd welcome it. I want what is best for you. Maybe you are right, maybe this is what you need... but you need to think about it. I've a three room apartment. It's warm, it's safe. [The sound proofing between units is questionable at best.] If that is what you want and is allowed, then that's what I want.
manipemotions
Jan. 12th, 2013 11:41 am (UTC)
how special of LJ not to take this when I wrote it hours ago...
[He's not certain if he's grateful for the calm or frustrated by it. He is, at least, grateful for the answer.] Don't need to think about it. There's nothing to stay here for. [At least in the States he'll have Victor, he hopes. He... has no interest in facing his parents with this news. He'd rather just walk away then be told to leave, and he'd possibly rather be told to leave than be accepted as he is after how they treated Victor over much the same thing.]
mightcareless
Jan. 12th, 2013 07:58 pm (UTC)
LJ is special all around with extra dollps of snowflakeness to it.
[Showing anger was not apart of Victor's MO. It once was when he was James' age, but that had changed over the near decade.] Well, a new start could be good, then. I'll be speaking around as much as possible. [Their parents are probably going to take it hard, yes. They're far too old to start again. But perhaps with that in mind, Victor hopes they won't write off James like they did him. In the end they did it not because they hated what Victor was but on the belief they wouldn't see him again.]
manipemotions
Jan. 12th, 2013 09:15 pm (UTC)
Isn't it, though? *kicks it*
All right. Good. [He might regret the impulsiveness someday, and not even giving his parents a chance to explain, but right now he just wants to get away. To not look at people he isn't going to be able to make eye contact with without wondering if anything they feel for him is actually real. Time and distance might change some of that.] And they can- [He shrugs, twitches a hand in a vague gesture.] Keep me from fucking with them, right?

mightcareless
Jan. 12th, 2013 09:28 pm (UTC)
It's having a love hate affair with the update to Firefox. :|
[There is a understanding to this. His reasoning for their parents it really more of a condition to stay right and sane. To think he hadn't been abandoned unfairly. He doesn't know his parents at all.] They'll have means and ways. Simply knowing what you are will give them an advantage in working with you.

I know this wasn't what you planned for.
manipemotions
Jan. 12th, 2013 09:46 pm (UTC)
Is *that* what's got it sucking so hard this time? *kicks it repeatedly*
Yes. Well. [He shrugs again, a twitchy, tense motion, and looks down at the floor.] I really don't think anyone at the match the other day planned on being in a brawl and ending their day in hospital, did they? [He's not asked or checked for updates since the incident. He knows some people were in critical condition and he's terrified of hearing anyone's actually died.]
mightcareless
Jan. 12th, 2013 10:14 pm (UTC)
The simple answer is 'LJ'. :|
No, I don't suppose they planned on it despite the stereotype. Even then I doubt anyone who wants to be in a brawl wants to end up in a hospital. [It's unspoken, but implied, that he's sure no one has the desire to cause something like this when rational of mind.]
manipemotions
Jan. 12th, 2013 11:15 pm (UTC)
Makes me feel old, remembering the days when LJ didn't suck...quite so badly
No, I don't suppose so. [Unfortunately, just now the fact that he obviously didn't do it on purpose isn't really any consolation. Moving on to practicalities is easier, for now.] How long will it take, do you think? Before they'll ship me out of here, I mean.
mightcareless
Jan. 12th, 2013 11:38 pm (UTC)
Was... was it really that long ago? /sobsob
Well, when they came up with my policy, it was back when dinosaurs ruled the Earth and they didn't have anyone that could deal with me for long periods. But guessing from what I know, a few weeks at most.

[There's a pause.] I have ... [There's that uncomfortable moment because he has no idea what his family thinks about alternative sexuality.] I've someone else living with me. I think he should be fine. He's sarcastic, droll. He should be fine around your powers if they're like mine or mental-based.
manipemotions
Jan. 13th, 2013 12:09 am (UTC)
It really really was :(
[...weeks. He'd hoped for less, but he hadn't really expected it, so it's not too great a surprise. Victor's room-mate, though-- Well, he's spent the last twenty-one years thinking Victor was in an institution, after all, so pretty much every detail that paints him as a three-dimensional human being is a shock of some description.]

Living with you? [He can guess at what that means, seeing as 'room-mate' would have been so easy to say, and wouldn't have required that thoughtful pause.]
mightcareless
Jan. 13th, 2013 12:27 am (UTC)
/SOB
[Better than years, little brother. Years at all. There is a reason the parents thought of him as dead. And for his credit, he looks a little sheepish. To his credit, he knew it wasn't very clever.]

Living with me, yes. Ah. An associate of the Agency, we met ten years ago. Would that make you uncomfortable?
manipemotions
Jan. 13th, 2013 12:43 am (UTC)
and he's posted at sws *nervous*
Christ. We're nothing but a disappointment all round at this point, the pair of us. [He shakes his head and pushes a hand through his hair, mussing it even more than it already had been.] It's no bother to me. Hell- [He huffs something vaguely like a laugh.] I've never had the heart to tell them I'm bent as a nine bob note.

[Not that he hasn't always been sure they'd love him anyway, at least until now, but just because he's always known how much it would hurt them. And he's been away from home so much for so long it's not seemed like something they needed to know.]

Edited at 2013-01-13 12:53 am (UTC)
mightcareless
Jan. 13th, 2013 01:10 am (UTC)
I see!
The roulette of genetics just fucked with them, didn't they? [He laughs, tried, and he rubs his face.] Well, I like women well enough so there's minor hope to pass their name along.

So obviously I'm not going to be the one to judge what you do all too much if it doesn't bring you harm.
manipemotions
Jan. 13th, 2013 01:27 am (UTC)
Well that's something, at least. Though I'm not sure how much consolation it will be given the hellfire and damnation sure to rain down on sinners. Still, love the sinner, hate the sin and all that nonsense, right?

[He rubs a hand across his own face, the gesture almost eerily similar.]

mightcareless
Jan. 13th, 2013 01:58 am (UTC)
We'll go in the same hand basket then. [He sighs with a slow shake of his head. He's lost all fear of religion in the years of the Agency.] The Agency, by the way, won't mind or consider anything wrong about it.
manipemotions
Jan. 13th, 2013 02:11 am (UTC)
Well, I suppose at least the company will be good. [It's a fairly meaningless response, really, given he knows... absolutely nothing to speak of about Victor. He's hoping, though. And as for the rest-] That's something, I suppose. Though, honestly, fuck them if they did care.
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